So, it’s been a while since I posted my first into post stating that “big things” would be revealed and the sort. I had fully planned on sitting down and cranking out amazing piece detailing what I have experienced the past few months and how I’m dealing with it. (I’m really not.)
I have been working on said post, but I’m putting so much personal detail and information in it, that anytime I sit down to write about what happened and what I need help with, I start to go into panic attack mode. It’s miserable and I wish I had a way to make it stop that didn’t involve not writing about it.
That being said, these are my Saturday plans:
I’m making it my mission to finish what I need to write and let anyone who wants to read it, do just that.
It’s terrifying, but it also helps in a way.
Not as I’m doing it, that sucks, but the only way I’m going to get comfortable doing what makes me anxious, is to do the things that make me uncomfortable. Plus, if I’m being honest, most things make me somewhat uncomfortable these days.
So, with that being said, stay tuned over the next couple of days for a post detailing what it’s like to be dealing with: depression, anxiety, ADHD, PMDD, getting fired from a job for having a panic attack, the effects that losing aforementioned job has had on my life, and waiting on a disability decision.
Enough rambling for now, at least I have the American Gods S2 premiere to entertain me as I try to muck through my brain and pull out coherent sentences that accurately describle my life.
Until next time.